US

There's no shame in admitting. Though I maybe wrong in the future.. but it's to come later. Maybe it does come. anyway. Point being AM in LOVe and I love it.

You're the best. You complete me. I am blogging about you, that's how crazy I am . I am high on you. Do you know what's the best part about US?

We're both in love ... and the cutest part is that we are in love with eachother. It is a rare feeling. I know this maybe not forever, there's no say to it. Future always puts us in a big SITUATION, for the first time, I can see it in your eyes what I want to see which is what you want to show. I love You. I love fighting, I love arguing, I love doing silly things, I love saying Silly things. I love crying about you, I love complaining to you. I LISTENING to yOU. You are my power. you are my soul and you complete me . I love your stupid scroll wax that makes you look coooler (thats what you think)

I love you saying YES and then saying NO. I love morning dates I love evening dates. EVery drive is worth the ride. Every food and movie is all What WE DESERVE. We made it. We are making it. They call it love. I call it US ...

someday they'll make a statue of us and put it on a mountain top. YEayy..! before that I wanna Do a lot of things for us.. TRAVEL - like going to places where We wanted to be. you wanted to be and I wanted to be. EAT - the food what you love i love .. SLEEP & EXPLORE...!

I wanna grow old with you.

They maybe just lines. But I mean it all. They are all coming from the bottom and top of my heart which is yours...! <3

love you forever....

Dont make me regret this.

Muaaaaaaah and HUGS

Why do all Good things come To an End?

This is dedicated to one of my friend who got me going. All the fun...All The Moments shared and spent.... We were really great. This one is for her. I loved her truly deeply and never thought that this would happen to me one day. It's just so that, I can't say a Goodbye to you. I love you too much to let you go, but then I have no other choice. I don't know what to do.

So Here's to you:

To all the Times we've spent laughing loudly till we got kicked out or Shhhhed...

To all the times that you and I broke down and we were there for each other to hug and console.

To all the crazy freebies that we got because of your conviction. Another 'Aapla Santa' Moment.

To all the timepass and lukkhagiri that we did when we were bored together.

To all the Freaking Awesome Nightouts, GEtting you drunk, TAking Care of you.

Bitch.... you were so close to me. Why did you do this to US?

I never thought we'd come to an end.

Everything's fresh in my mind... everytime I look at our pictures with our gang... It hurts me so much.... I can't help but wait for you to come and hug me!

I loved you. Deep, inside.. I ll always love you... But will never show it... Cause I can't see your face anymore....

It's Time we spend some great time apart from each other. May you live happily and become successful in what ever you do!

This night made it here!

We had gone clubbing Wednesday night to Prive.

We were 8 people out of which 2 of my girlfriends got kicked out of the club. Needless to say I had to be the mother and drop them home, now these two girls are Vidushi and Dazy.

None of them had an idea of how heavy and a pain in the ass (respectively) they were.

A night full of puke, taxi rides, broke ass-ness, friendship, terrace moments,ALMOST getting locked out,ALMOST kicked out etc.

Dazy was a pain in the ass, vidushi was sloshed... and stonned! & Neha was getting free drinks from strangers.

Yeah, Neha got free drinks and got drunk for free and the she made friends with a Shemale who got her weed!!! Neha got so high that she refused talking to me cause I left her at the club to drop these two girls off to vidushi's house.Needless to say, took a lot of time to convince her; somehow sorted.But after dropping these drunk asses; Neha, abhishek and I went to vidushi's building terrace.

It was beautiful till the time Dazy scared us by walking like a zombie and giving her surprise visit.That night, Abhishek and I were the caretakers. I dropped her back down and came back.

So on the terrace, the three of us (Neha, Abhishek and I) were pretty much having fun. The tank of the terrace was amusing and had a great view. We sat there and talked for hours till we got cold. We smoked all the cigarettes left to keep ourselves warm. Couldn't go to Vidushi's house cause its too small to fit us in and we can't sleep there. Also, Dazy would be awake and would trouble us all over again.

HUNGRY, THIRSTY and SLEEPY we sat on the terrace and wondered... shared our weird experiences and let the time pass by.

Soon, we realized we couldn't do that for long as it began to get colder. So we had to go back to vidushi's. We went. Neha found a tiny little bathroom rug that was furry and slept on it with a blanket on her.

Dazy and Vidushi were on the single bed leaving Abhishek and I a tiny place between the laundry bag and the shoe rack.

We slept and woke up. Abhishek gone. Vidushi woke up not remembering a single moment of previous night's. Again, Dazy woke up and became sweet. Neha and I left from there. We got into the train. We thought this was it.

But no.

Destiny Oh Fucking Destiny...

The train ride was in fact a roller coaster ride.

We ended up in the Tc office, station master's office, Andheri Station, Vile parle Station and back to Andheri station...

To be cont...

LIFE AS WE KNOW IT

Well, it's actually thought of everyday but always back in my minds and yours.

LIFE as we know comes to an end.

We know that You are an 'I' and 'Me' in this life.

I live everyday.

I laugh.

I cry.

I smile.

I beg.

I breathe.

I want.

I need.

I love.

I hate.

I have.

I give.

There are many more things. In this process, I forget that I live alone.

Fine, that we all have parents, friends, families and strangers but again, when I was born I never had these things with me.

It's just funny to think that all what we do is to entertain ourselves and nothing more than that.

Centuries and even before that, when 'FIRE' was invented... all what man could think was of rubbing stones for entertainment.

I mean, he got bored of striking the stone so hard and in numeral times that Fire got invented. That's when the other APE - MEN thought of doing something else.

Well, look what that lead to.

All thanks to them that I am blogging about it and you are actually reading this.

But I again don't know what was I thinking of when I began typing this.

Anyway.. all the thinking and writing and inventions and creations that we do is to

JUST FILL OUR LIVES till we come to an end.

I mean... It's again another Time pass or to fulfill our emptiness.

LIFE AS WE KNOW ALWAYS COMES TO AN END.

but hey, that doesn't mean that we give up hopes and stop living our life.

Since we were born to entertain, I think we should stick up to it and

get the best of what we can... I can. :)

Radio Stalking

It's nothing new for me to travel the Indian Railways... I do it everyday. I spend 3 hours on a regular basis when I have to go to college. It's somehow unusual for me to listen to radio though. I always have my tiny music player that keeps me happy everyday. I just can't live without listening to music. I need those beautiful compositions made my these wonderful and talented people all around the world. Somehow, one day, the battery went flat as I had not charged my player.So I thought of connecting my earphones to my cell phone. I was in a mood of some desi beats.. So I tuned into some radio channel. I was happy for the fact that there was my favoriate movie soundtrack playing.So I thought of sticking to the radiochannel. I was also happy to get a window seat in the train. The wind is finely making its way through the metal grill and kissing my face. I am loving it. I just wished the train was empty so that I could dance to my favouriate tunes.

All of a sudden, I saw a girl who's around my age..Let's say 20 or so.. who's sitting in front of me. I saw her lip syncing to a song. Oh My God.. It was the same song that I was listening to. It was unusual for me. Normally, I haven't ever thought of someone listening to some music that I listen to when there are like so many other channels. Anyway, I was in my own world.

The song got over and Ads hanuted the radio channel. It gets a little irritating when you want to listen to some music and you get people talking to you over the radio asking you to buy some kind of useless stuff. Considering, I am a massmedia student, its my responsibilty to actually study these ads. Who cares.. At times, I want to do what I want to. So I changed the channel. Got hold of someother song.Precisely then, I saw the girl humming and singing the same song I was listening to. It was freaky. So I thought of changing it. AGAIN.. She changed the channel, it was like she could go through my radio channels and wanted to listen to what I was listening to. She looked at me once.. and smiled.. Hehe. ok. now.. I was like What is this girl upto. She was listening to exact same songs I was listening to.

Does this ever happen?

It just took me by surprise. I was a fun time. I was amused so I played like a tiny game of lets guess what she's listening to and what Channel am I on.. So now I started Radio Stalking her. It kept me busy. It's fun. One should do this sometimes...

It's FUN!

RADIO STALKING...

Ting Ting Ti-Ding...

Just because I'm losing, Doesn't mean I am lost...

I just love the way this song goes about. I was not a fan of Coldplay until this song got into me... Coldplay is awesome. There's something about the band, just like anyother fan of the band would agree to me. I don't know why but whenever I listen to the songs by this gorgeous band, I just feel like my life is complete. I get a ray of light. This song really does mean a lot to me. Whenever I feel low, I listen to all kinds of music. My music player is always on random mode, but somehow, this song always makes an appearance. I just love listening to it.

Even YELLOW, it's soo damn good. Oh I wish, sometimes, I had Coldplay in my pocket, I could ask them to play these songs for me anytime.

I don't know why am I typing all of this. But I just feel good. It's never that I am so depressed. I just get the motivation to do something. This time I felt like putting it down on this virtual wall, where I could just express and make others feel the same way.

This is just like a tribute to them.

So, Coldplay.. Here you go..

Look at the stars, Look how they shine for you...!

:)

I always have a smile on my face. Right now, I am SMILING...

:)

ROLLERCOASTER!!!

It has been such a rollercoaster ride for me. Past 6 months have taken me for a ride to a different place altogether. The place where you lose yourself and come back as a different person altogether. These few weeks have been so twirling. I left the place where I loved to work and got where I loved to study ... atfirst struggled with my admissions, met the crazy old man, did the assignments, went for a shoot etc... it never ended. I worked and studied. I had to put a stop to something, had to be my internship. So sadly i had to leave that place. The place where everyday was a great learning experience, more than that the responsibilty and the trust that people and colleagues built up for me. Being respected for who i am and what i work.

anywy, caught my facourite tv show so .. i guess this turned out to be a rollercoaster reading experience for YOU! :)

cheers,

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